Days have gotten better.
It is crazy the roller-coaster ride the pain gives me.
Yesterday morning It hurt to get out of bed, but I choose yesterday that I was not going to let the pain define my day. I had a good day yesterday. I was productive and had fun. I was not moody and was happy. Though people think I put on a fake face when I am hurting. I would like to say a person can be happy even through pain. Especially when the pain is chronic and something you deal with everyday.
Today. I woke up, with just typical pain, nothing crazy. It has been a nice day. I have not taken any aleeve to manage the pain yet today. It is a good day when I can manage the pain naturally.
My boyfriend is bringing over his dog Daisy for me to have for a few days, to take out walking/hiking and take care of. It is so nice to have a dog when I am feeling good. a companion to go out walking with. Walking makes me stay stronger. It is nice to have a creature that depends on me. Makes me forget about myself for a little bit and gives a bigger cause to my life.
October 8, 2005 I went off a gap jump on my mt board and shattered part of my back and tore ligaments in my hip. Had surgery, now I have a fused back. I never had much pain in my life and now I deal with pain everyday. More pain than a typical person feels daily. This is my thoughts, feelings and emotions on dealing with this Chronic Pain.
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My pain
My constant Chronic Companion
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